Passion: What the Hell is that? And how do I figure out what mine is?

What the Hell is my passion? You say, I don't have a clue. And you know the answer is closer than you think. It's like your feet. If they are not hurting you don't really even notice them. And your passion is so close to you that you just don't notice it. But, I believe God is calling us to get beyond our Ego's and really get in touch with why we are here. What are we here for? What is our Life Purpose?

Many of us, just take whatever comes our way, by default. Many of us feel that is all we can do. But I am here to tell you that that is not true. You are here on this earth, having this experience for a damn good reason. And your gifts and talents are needed to heal this world. And if you are doing any job other than why you are here, now is the time to start moving into your real purpose. Now this is not for those of you who know your purpose. But there is an army of us out there who are just not satisfied anymore with the status quo. We want more. And I believe that that is the Divine calling us onward. Not that what we were doing was wrong, but that that was to help you with what is to come. Now is the time for us to dig deep into our subconscious minds to hear from the heart. Now is the time to step out into the direction of our dreams. That to do that is the new normal!

Oh, God made me to do what I love to do? Oh, God didn't put me down here to work a job I really hate, that takes me away from my hearts desire. Oh, that sounds to easy! Yeah, God wants us to struggle. What is wrong with us?! Why do we think everythings got to be work! Painful, nauseating! I mean really. That is not the world God wants for us. The Divine wishes above all that we prosper and be in health. 3 John 1:2.

So how do we find this passion? Well, you need to take time to be quiet. Get into a daily routine to take time to be alone. I have a tree and a chair I go sit there and just spend time listening. I ask myself questions. I sort through all the data. My teacher told me I should do this, my Mother said that, my friends say this. What do I say? And look at each one and ask yourself, is this me? or is this them? And sort it out once and for all. Don't have time to do this? Then your not ready to really step into your life purpose, you want to mess around some more. You want to stay in fear, with the false sense of security, while your soul withers away. Seriously, no more soul sucking jobs!! Do what you love! What you are passionate about! What have you got to loose? A job you hate! and Stress.

It is time to shut the Ego down in the sense that the Ego works for the spirit, not the other way around. We got it backwards. Ego is trying to push the spirit around. Telling us that we can't make money doing that, that we can't let go of the security of this, making us feel trapped, and powerless to change. Does any of this sound familiar? I thought so. We could write for days many more of those Ego rants! But that is what I am writing about. Stopping, by recognizing a Ego rant. A fearful, Ego rant is not from God, nor is it true. You just think it's true, because you believe your thoughts are true. Ever think something about someone, later to find out that you where wrong? Ego is the one who gets bent out of shape if someone doesn't speak to you or see you. You know that petty stuff. Spirit looks past all that. Its time to put that school girl, ego driven, protect yourself, it's a war out there kind of mentality to rest. We need to be vulnerable. I mean it's not like we all don't see it anyway. Why do we go around like people don't see our vulnerablities. We read each other all the time. Come on. And then we play this game of oh, that's not what I saw and blah, blah, blah. Why do we do that? But if we understand that even with our walls, and by the way, those walls that you think are protecting you? They are see through, just in the way. In the way of what? In the way of you getting your needs met, and receiving the good the universe want to give you. But you wont receive it  because you think you have to struggle and strain. And settle for less than you want.

Why do you think you want more? And who put that feeling in you? It is a natural progression, as we grow and mature, we are called higher. We are called to move on. Now the alarm is being sounded to those who hear it, that you need to step into your Life purpose, that you, doing what you came here for is needed. And that all you have done up to this time has help to hone your gifts, and prepare you for your true job. Like Karate Kid.

Your passion is that go to. When there is nothing else to do, and you have time to burn, you do this one thing, or learn about this one thing or read about it..the list is endless. But this one thing you would do without pay, you are compelled to do it. That is where you start. Because that is where your passion is. It's like myself and spiritual, metaphysical, scriptural, law of attraction, consciousness stuff! I can't get enough. I am searching wisdom and knowledge 24/7.

Take the time to peel away everyone else's desires for you, and really figure out what you are passionate about and do that! Your joy, doing what you love will make the world a better place. And is why we all are here, to make the world a better place.

Lord, bless my friends who have come here for spiritual food and direction. Show them that this is a marker for where they need to go. That this is not a mistake. That you lead them here and to pay attention to the instructions. Open there hearts to take that leap of faith and believe in their dreams and believe in themselves. That believing in yourself is not arrogant. That to believe in yourself is to believe in the Divinity in yourself, and is to believe in God. I ask this in Jesus Name Amen!! Thank you.

Go within

Saw this today on Facebook. I kept hearing a scripture or part of a scripture and I wasn't sure where it was. But Luke 17: 21 says, Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of God is within you.  Some versions say in the midst. Which means the same thing. Center, heart. It really isn't out there!! So stop looking for the kingdom of God in this world. In the sense that we are not of this world. We will find it as we let go of Ego's rants. Go within. And shed your fleshly approach. This flesh along with the Ego are doomed to this world. Doomed in the sense that it will not be traveling with our spirit when we pass on.  But our spirit, which is one with our creator always, lives forever. I can see that God is leading me within. That what I desire in life is within me. You know I used to tell my children and friends, you have everything you need, just look within. But  I still looked without. Without for my validation, without for my approval, without for my worth.

Now, if we are spirit having a physical experience and I think we all agree on that one. Then why do we look outside ourselves for direction? I mean we are travelers. What traveler goes on a trip and does not pack. And if our Divine Creator sent us here to learn, then he/she has sent us here with what we need to do so. We are equip to do this job of navigating on earth, which is not our home. We navigate with our spirit. We  But, to learn what? We are here to learn to differentiate Ego and Spirit. That is one thing we are here to do. We are Spirit. Like I have said before, about the book of Genesis. We are made in our Creators image and likeness. And so we have traveled here, but to really hear what we need to hear we must GO WITHIN. I mean really if the kingdom of God is within as the scripture says, then the answers are within. So why do we continually look outside ourselves for approval, direction, validation, and love? What are we doing?

It is that we forget who we really are. We are under the influence of the illusion that has been passed onto us from our teachers, parents, grandparents, etc.... You see what I mean. What illusions is that? That this is our home. It is not our home. It is our classroom. 

The point of what I am trying to say is, that we need to shift our attention. We need to look to our source, that is within us all. No one has more than the other. Just like no one has more muscle than another, it's just what they do with it. We can all learn to go within. We can learn to get quiet, and really listen. We can learn the voice of the Ego, devil. We can learn the voice of our creator within. Now I can hear you saying, what is she talking about? I can hear the Ego's rants. That woman is stupid, she doesn't know what she's talking about. I mean to believe in a devil shows that we are still looking outside ourselves for the answer. Our Ego is an onboard system, that is part of this world, and will pass away with our physical body. So why are we allowing ourselves to be completely directed by a part of ourselves that is limited in it's perception, and understanding?

Lord, I ask that you help my friends here to start to pay attention to the mind chatter inside there head. I ask that you help them to stop listening to the voice that says they are ugly, we are spirit, so to call our physical body ugly is a waste of our time here. And to identify with our body is to think that our body is who we are. I ask that we instead learn to nurture our bodies, for they house our spirit. Help them to open their eyes and see the truth of this and start to live by returning to our Creator. To return to our Creator is to look within, and take the time to listen to the voice of spirit. Help each person here find what they look for. Help them to tune into what their creator has to say and look within. In Jesus Name Amen. 

Now, spend some time going within...Just be willing to connect with your own spirit. 

Letting it Go with the Full Moon

Ok, girls and boys, it's time to let some stuff go. And the Full Moon has arrived to help you energetically let go of any and all that burdens you. Now, am I advocating to worship the moon, heavens no!! I mean really, but there is a way to harness the energy from the moon that was created by God for what? For us to have a ritual of letting our burdens, fears, wounds, ego based thinking, our judgements, our condemnation of ourselves as well as others,anything that we recognize as no longer serving us, if it ever did. We realize these things that we carry are getting in between ourselves and the Divine, God, Jesus, whoever. The point is not what denomination or religious sect that a person is, it's about reaching out to God, giving our burdens to the Divine at a time when the moon is full and shining bright. We give our issues to God by writing it down and burning it. What spirit has shown me is that ritual helps the spirit to lead the Ego (freshman), by doing the ritual it is recorded to memory, which the Ego remembers and each time it tries to pull you back to that particular issue, you remind it of your ritual and what you did, letting it go. It is a place to return that shows you the way is ahead, not behind.

Why is this important? Because as we begin to  pay attention to how we feel, we get in-touch with our soul, and hear it as it shows us where we have been believing a lie. It shows us the truth. As we ask the Divine to help us see our wounds, so we can turn them one by one over . We will begin to live our lives by being deliberate. By truly owning our emotions. By truly looking with in and asking the questions. We ask ourselves why does that hurt? Why does what that person says cause me to feel this way? Because the time is now, and the Divine wishes to heal us. We are all beginning to shed the need to hurt, and struggle.

What I am suggesting is that we need to have regular examination of the Ego (freshman) and regular letting go and clearing of our burdens. Burden is anything that is weighing you down and giving you discomfort. Discomfort is our emotional navigational system showing us where we are believing something other than the true about ourselves. Like, I am not worthy, I don't matter, I am to fat, I am ugly, No one loves me, I am unlovable, I am dumb, I am stupid, Everyone hates me, they don't like me,  I am wrong, there is something wrong with me. I think I have kind of driven that one home. But sometimes we need to drive it home, to remember it. If you get annoyed with a commercial, you remember it. And that hurt that keeps coming around, with different faces is just the Divines way of touching your hurt. Why? Because God loves us enough to keep rubbing, touching, jabbing, poking, kicking, pushing, picking, you get my drift, until we finally get that he just wants us to give it to him. That we don't need to carry it, hold it, understand it, throw it, cuddle it, work for it, struggle with it. The Divine who says that grace is where our salvation is, not works. It is a gift, lest any man should boast. We are completely dependent on our Creator for release from these lies, and the Divine is waiting with open arms to take it, (the lie) Remember those up there? Don't make me say them again. Just give them up to heaven. That's that. End of subject. Just do it.

So, this is it. This is what I want you to do. I want you to take the time tonite, yes right now. You have read this far, so you know you are here for this reason. You might as well give it a try. Sit down and really think about an issue that has been coming up lately in different scenarios. Like the person that keeps leaving you. Or the fact that you are being left, again and again.  What is the Divine trying to get through? If law of attraction is real, and we know it is. Like attracts like. So if we are the magnet to which we attract to ourselves. Then we must rid ourselves of the hidden beliefs we carry. Why are they hidden? Well, they are just so familiar to us, not that they are comfortable by any means. But they are just very much a part of our thinking. We don't like it, but we just think that is how it is. IT IS NOT ALL THERE IS!! God does not want you to carry that any further. Do you hear me? NO FURTHER.

Tonite, under this glorious moon, that is a symbol of:

The full Moon shares the symbolism of the circle as an image of wholeness and strength. The Chinese associate it with the essence of Yin and the feminine; to Buddhists it represents spiritual power. The Harvest Moon (a full Moon near the September equinox) symbolizes agricultural fertility. The word "lunatic" comes from the Latin for moon, luna, and originally meant "Moonstruck". The full Moon was thought to worsen lunacy and is associated with wild behavior in animals and humans.

http://symbolism.wikia.com/wiki/Full_Moon

Let's harness the power of the moon and allow it to lead us to sanity, to our spirit and to our Creator. Let it's ever seeing eye, penetrate our Ego's facade and point us to our wounds that we may stand in it gleaming rays and soak up the Creators love as he also meets us under this very moon and heals us of our wounds from so long ago. Those wounds that we have carried like an old blanket, that have been stinking up our todays. Let us let go of the old routine, the old way of looking at it and make this moon a marker for the end of that wound coming back to bite us in the ass. Why does a wound bite us in the ass? Because we try to suppress it. and it is behind us. If it was before us it would slap us in the face. If it is in our present, we experience the day. The only way the day can get messed up is when we bring the past into it or the future. That's why head lights only reach so far, we only need to see as so far ahead. If we look to far ahead, we don't see the road. If we look in the rear view mirror, we don't see the road.

Let go of the past and the future, and trust that the Divine has got your back. Just let go and do a ceremony to remember and DON'T LOOK BACK!!!! And when the Ego tries to get you to think about a past hurt or future possible catastrophe, you lovingly remind it, that you let it go and you can't go back....

Heavenly Father-
I pray for my friends here. I ask that you illuminate their minds to see what has been said here. I ask that these words sink deep into there spirits, that it may be food to there souls, and help to see their Egos behavior, so they can know spirit and ego. I pray that these seeds would go forth and do what you intend for them, which is to bring these things to light. So we may continue to grow and learn of your endless love...So, that we can know the truth, and it will set us free. That we can shed our critical  spirit, which is not of you. I ask for your love to go out to each one who reads this. I thank you for showing me this, and giving me the strength to follow your lead and share it with others. I ask this in Jesus name Amen...Thank you Lord for the answer.

James 3:17
But the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure; then peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere.


When God is trying to talk, this is how it will feel. If you are feeling anything different, it is your onboard navigational system telling you you are believing something that is not true...And your Ego is at the bottom of that. Sounds weird, Ego blah blah blah. But, we could call it our devil. What spirit has shown me is that our Ego is connected to our fleshman. And since Satan is the God of this world, which is the supreme Egoman. That is why the Ego is connected to our flesh, because the flesh is of this world, our spirit is not. That is why we must shed these lies we believe, so that we can regain connection with the Divine. Namaste....

Disclaimer: I have a tendency to not worry about my spelling. I neither need to spell perfect or grammatically. It is my intention to spell as well as possible, but in our human state, these things happen. I am secure that you will figure out what I was trying to say..Thank you! xxoo